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Sustainability- Wave 2012!

Thursday, August 9th, 2012

I haven’t written a blog in quite some time, so here’s a little update of what’s been going on in my world!

I suppose I just don’t like looking at the computer screen — that’s part of the reason why I’m ten times more likely to respond to handwritten mail than emailed letters (note: PO Box 2666, Missoula, MT, 59806). This rose incense, burning on back the counter in my office, makes screen-staring a bit more palatable at the moment — I’ve been an incense freak since I became a Witch at 16! It’s impossible to avoid computer work, so my computer time is generally brief in the scope of things.

The new Temple Haus is amazing: 2.5 acres of property right outside of Missoula (which I think has now grown from a “big town” to a “small city”). An orchard, riverside, a proper library, a large ritual room, very little traffic… I’m blessed beyond measure.) The property was ‘cheap’ because it was such a major fixer-upper. (Luckily my dad knows some of the best local contractors available!) The OAO Temple Haus is located 5 miles outside of town is the perfect distance; I’m living with the Coven, and the events held at the Temple feel so much more special in this environment that’s not centered in a hub of activity. There’s something magickal about being surrounded by nature and by loving individuals — I love to be here and to share the space with others.

Myself, my Priestess, the Coven and the community have all been working extremely hard on creating the organic gardens (veggies are getting huge!) and working with the poultry (3 layer hens and 6 turkeys being raised for meat) — it feels ecstatic to be taking these steps toward sustainability; to dance so much more deeply with the tides of the land! Meanwhile, the OAO community continues to expand and people continue to express interest in spiritual training. Additionally, my Priestess and I continue to look for our third partner, our Oak King, to complete a spiritual and romantic Triad, and are excited to see what (or who) the future brings. Things generally feel “right” at the moment, and this sense of balance really has been a long time coming, with much magick and dedicated effort having been invested.

If a person puts their mind to it, life CAN get better and better every year. (A year-and-a-day is a full turning of the wheel that allows a person to experience a full cycle of Earth energy and apply it to their lives as they wish.) A person can refine their goals, their ethics and their values to fit a higher purpose — life will always be a struggle for everyone who lives one — dukkha is the nature of life, but the important thing is how we choose to respond, both inwardly and outwardly, to life’s twists and turns. I’m a believer in THELEMA / WILL: that everyone has a path they’re meant to walk in life. This path isn’t a single thing, but is included in every moment of reality. If a person’s Will is represented by a straight line, the path that most people walk is a series of waves around that line — the less waves, the more equilibrium, and the greater alignment to one’s own Thelema. If a person is happy and isn’t causing harm, that’s often the first indication that their Will is becoming more deeply aligned with. Of course, this is only one metaphysical philosophy; everyone should cultivate their own belief that fits their personal truth. Everyone is enlightened in different ways: spirituality isn’t a hierarchy, but an ever-dancing spectrum. I don’t believe that everything is perfect if a person is aligned with their Will, but that a general equanimity with life can be struck if one reevaluates their mental state and continues to work toward their goals, ideally for the greater good.

Continually questioning oneself, one’s views, and everything around oneself is essential to creating true individuality — but it should be done in lightheartedness! To quote a plaque I purchased a couple years ago, “Don’t take life too seriously: no one gets out alive.”

I haven’t written much book-wise for over a year; I’ve just been too busy with the move and all of the aforementioned goings-on! Though the book I’m currently writing (er, taking a break from writing) is over halfway written, I’m going to take it a bit more slowly than prior works, not rushing the material and not giving myself any self-imposed deadlines; maybe it’ll allow for a bit more trueness to the artistic process! I also hope to be able to travel more for book tours when that time eventually comes.

Toward my right, this big shelf of “books to read” continually summons my name — maybe it’s time that I reserved some days of the week to shut down the computer, turn off the phone, and do nothing but reading. Sounds nice to me! (Eventually I’ll do the same with emails.)

Oh; I also busy my time with regular Tarot readings (phone and in person) and a couple of “job-jobs,” which are also very rewarding! I’m also lucky enough to have taken the first steps to become a Freemason :) I’ve also quit my nicotine addiction (still smoking for pleasure on occasion, such as the pipe) and am currently in the midst of a 3-month fast from caffeine! So far so good… for the most part.

I must brainstorm more performance art pieces for the future — and then reserve the time for it. Time… is on my side… yes, it is. (I’ll just keep telling myself that.) Hence the comedies and tragedies of a Saturnal spiritual path..!


~ O.R.D.N. ~

A spell clipping from Planetary Spells & Rituals!

Wednesday, February 23rd, 2011

* Falling Façades: Removing the Masks You Wear * (Alignment: SOL)

Throughout our lives, we learn ways to cope with our experience. Sometimes these modi operandi are learned from others, but more often than not they are gained through our own successes and failures throughout life. In terms of daily operation, it would be silly to think that we all don’t—even to a slight or subconscious degree—alter our behavior depending on the people we’re interacting with in any given circumstance.
As a prime example, and one that certainly makes sense to readers, we naturally alter the words and descriptive depth we use when discussing our esoteric viewpoints with fellow practitioners, as opposed to discussing them with those completely unfamiliar with magick or earth-based spirituality. For one, those who are unfamiliar with our path, regardless of how open they are, simply won’t understand certain terminologies, ritual procedures, and so on. Instead, we then communicate with terms and concepts they comprehend. As another example, if a store manager was training an employee, they would use different terms, descriptions, and examples than they would if they were at a managerial meeting. The examples are endless, and this communicative adaptation is something we do regularly to one degree or another.
Depending on one’s routine, we all interact with a wide variety of people on a daily basis. Thus, (more…)

8 online radio interviews coming up! Mark your calendars :)

Tuesday, March 30th, 2010

To mark the release of ‘Planetary Spells & Rituals’

Please mark your calendar so you can tune in, call up, cheer on, or throw virtual tomatoes at!

(non-interview event) DARK DREAMS: CORPORATE SLAVES
Book-release party! I’ll be signing copies of all my books, and giving free hugs.
This Friday: April 2nd.
Missoula, MT: Elk’s Club downstairs / 18+ / $5 / 10pm-2am
DJs ir8prim8, Hauli, Tobin / Dress in a CorpGoth fashion!

Easter Sunday, April 4th:
4pm-6pm Eastern (3-5 Central, 2-4 Mountain, 1-3 Pacific)

April 5, Monday
You can now download my interview on this great new podcast.
Also appearing on the show is the illustrious Storm Faerywolf!

April 7, Wednesday
9pm-10pm Eastern (8-9 Cent (more…)

OAO Coven Facebook profile!

Tuesday, September 15th, 2009

Add us up! :) Namaste! ~OAO~


Friday, September 4th, 2009

I hadn’t gotten much sleep. Daytime appointments and engagements can be difficult when working a fulltime graveyard shift. Regardless, it was time for Uba, the sleek, slinky black Witch-cat that she is, to see the veterinarian. The ringworm she had on her skin was starting to spread, and it seemed the right time to make an appointment both for a checkup, and to get prescribed some medication to stop the fungus from spreading any further.

I woke up, washed my face, cleaned a fresh piercing with some saltwater, (more…)

OMG, A BLOG! ( Re: Paradox, Art, updates, & a sample Spell for indecision )

Sunday, July 5th, 2009

Well, my lovely publicist said that it’s about time I write a new blog (the ones on Amazon and my website are severely outdated). I’m not quite sure why I have an aversion to blog-writing. Maybe it’s connected to my frequent lack of email correspondence (or, I should say, email *responding* skills!). Maybe it has something to do with my introverted aspects (which have been more present lately), or maybe it’s because I put a heavy amount of my spiritual/philosophical/esoteric musings and information in my *books* (and find the Internet to be a more superficial/ephemeral medium than printed media–though its influence is indeed far-reaching!), or maybe it’s directly linked to one of my other current life challenges, which is Time. Time management and having ‘enough of it’ in this busy life, to be specific. Though I know that, ultimately, time is an illusion (more…)

New video interview posted :) with MagickTV

Saturday, December 27th, 2008

Interview conducted in June ’08, Denver, CO (International New Age Trade Show), by Ed of the Correllian Tradition. With my Priestess Estha McNevin:

(note: I was very sleep-deprived… and Estha is an amazing speaker!)

Direct link: (please comment on blog or YouTube)…

Just a personal update: Interviews, magazines, etc.: April ’08

Thursday, April 10th, 2008

Hey all. Some folks have been asking what I’ve been up to, where I’m being interviewed, etc., so I thought I’d post a little personal update thingy. For those of you waiting to hear about upcoming local OAO open rituals (Women’s *dark* moons Esbats [hosted by Estha & Datura], Men’s solar rituals [hosted by me], everyone-Sabbats, everyone-full-moon-Esbats, etc.), stay tuned! I’ll type it up in the very near. I’ve just been very busy working and doing spiritual Work, battling insomnia, and am currently trying to catch up with things around the house. Also, I’ve put a small image of SHADOW MAGICK COMPENDIUM (Sept) on my MySpace page.. it’s also on I’ll soon post a full description of the book (it does NOT have a Gothic focus; it’s purely magickal/spiritual) and will be taking PRE-ORDERS very soon!!

I’m also trying to get caught up on my emails (the MySpace ones, anyway) to stay in touch with friends and fans. My 2000 messages are now skimmed down to 1000.. it’s a good start :P Otherwise, (more…)

Beltane 2007

Thursday, May 3rd, 2007

Hello! Thanks for readin’ my mindstreamings. Beltane this year was a particularly wonderful experience. For those unfamiliar with Beltane (I post my infrequent blogs in like 3 different places), here is some info copied-n-pasted from my running manuscript for book #2, where it briefly reviews the Wiccan/Neopagan holy days (the Sabbats):

Also called: Bealtaine, Beltaine, May Day, Roodmas, Walburga, Walpurgis, Hexennacht, Carodejnice.
Observed: May 1st
Type: Major Sabbat, Cross-Quarter Day
Astrological degree: 15˚ Taurus
Origin: Celtic Europe
God aspect: The Oak King as the (more…)